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[personal profile] sink 2025-01-29 01:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Interesting. Silco stays tucked where he is, as though by drifting his nose over Stephen's pulse he can offer him some privacy from his own story. Though it leaves him equally unreadable, bar the flex of his fingers, the subvocal rumble of a hum that expresses acknowledgement. ]

And it's left you in the habit of deliberate indulgence.

[ All but calling him a slut, though at least he sounds fond. He does now understand far better how Stephen comes to have a handful of intimate partners: a man who prefers a connection with someone he's fucking, in a world where fucking is a regular requirement. ]
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[personal profile] sink 2025-01-29 04:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Inducted into a monster's cult. Silco doesn't know what to say to that, the horror of it. But they both tend to be proud of their triumph over adversity — it's just that Stephen's adversity is this ludicrous, multiversal story that seems to unfurl infinitely, more every time they talk. ]

I see.

[ His fingers creep up to the knot of Stephen's tie and hook in, loosening it one-handed. ]

What was your monster like?
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[personal profile] sink 2025-01-30 01:37 am (UTC)(link)
[ A nip of teeth, suddenly, to the side of his neck, Silco's hot breath against the skin. An apologetic kiss afterwards, mouth curving crooked. Probably not the correct response to the idea of Stephen oozing tar-like black fluid and manifesting it into hands, but he's a weird little guy. ]

There's an honesty to it.

[ Thumbing open the top button of Stephen's shirt. ]

Feed your monster or it feeds without you. This place is subtler. Crueller.

[ As if to underscore that, he pauses from murmuring a prickle of words against Stephen's neck because he realizes suddenly there's blood there. Draws back, blinking, lifts a hand from its tectonic undressing to touch the sticky smear of red on his face: a sudden, sluggish nosebleed. His expression is tinted with betrayal at his own body. ]

Apologies. It seems our time might be up for this evening.
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[personal profile] sink 2025-01-30 10:10 am (UTC)(link)
[ Silco sniffs sharply, presses this magical gift to his nose, annoyed by the betrayal of his body, eager to go lick his wounds in private. He climbs up out of Stephen's space with a lingering reluctance, and stands.

At the very least this does prove he's stopped, didn't use the cream before coming here even to give them just a little more time before this happened.
]

I'd like to see you again once I'm through this.

[ Almost businesslike, even if that isn't what he intends at all. ]
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[personal profile] sink 2025-01-30 11:57 am (UTC)(link)
[ It was as much a confirmation as it was a firm goodbye. Silco steps through into his room and turns: ]

Thank you for the evening.

[ Doesn't move until the portal is closed again. He'll keep the handkerchief, but a bloody nose is about the extent of what he wants Stephen to see. He can read the notes he left behind if he wants all the gory details.

Silco sets himself up a nest in the bathroom, and another on the bed, and moves between the two based on how many fluids are involved. The whole lovely dinner comes back up again, along with an inordinate amount of blood. He discards his nice clothes haphazardly, sweats and shivers in a cocoon of blankets. Weeps and laughs to himself until unconsciousness reaches up and draws him violently, deeply down, and then he talks in his sleep, writhing and whispering.

When he wakes, and sees Stephen, he's comforted for only a few seconds before he's seething:
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Out!

[ Ragged, pulling sweat-soaked sheets around himself like a cocoon. ]
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[personal profile] sink 2025-01-30 12:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's lucky he brought more than one glass, then, because Silco takes the proffered water and then just throws it at him, beans it at his head in immediate escalation. Trying to emphasize that he's fucking serious and mostly coming off as deranged. ]

Leave.

[ The fact that Stephen has been here to look at him while he slept is humiliatingly awful. His good eye is red-rimmed and the bad is the worst it's ever been, like old scars are breeding new infection deep beneath the skin, everything hot and purple-yellow in the creases. And along with the illness comes the absolute torrent of emotions he usually keeps barred and gated, impotent anger at the top. ]
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[personal profile] sink 2025-01-30 01:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Unfortunately he's chosen to get involved with the stupidly stubborn creature that Silco is, so not only does he not drink, after a baleful glare he actively rolls over in the other direction and pulls the blankets up past his ears, hunching into them childishly. He'd rather die of dehydration than submit to being looked after. Squeezes his eyes shut against a pounding headache, not willing to strain himself shouting a third time. ]
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[personal profile] sink 2025-01-30 01:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's both: Silco drinks the water in desperate, thirsty gulps, presses the cool glass miserably to his eye socket, legs tucked under him on the bed — and then the moment he sees Strange is still here, throws the glass at him again. He doesn't really expect it to impact — he didn't really the first time. ]

You have no right — to be here.

[ Grasping around for something else to throw, deciding on his pillow. ]

Leave me alone.
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[personal profile] sink 2025-01-30 04:03 pm (UTC)(link)
For other people.

[ Silco is in no mood for this, but after the glass and the pillow he's out of things to throw, curse his minimalist living style. The argument is a sound and logical one, which irritates him further, has him curling in on himself, fingers spasming in the sheets.

His head throbs, and he's still thirsty, blood loss leaving him woozy and dehydrated. It would be a lie to spit that he can take care of himself: he hasn't, he can't. A sniff that's nearly a snarl.
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Fine.

[ Spat jagged, giving up on protest, too sick to burn through his resources being angry. He's disgusted by his own filth and weakness, the loss of control of it all, and he hates having Stephen seeing him this way even as Stephen is, logically, one of the few people he can really trust with this. ]
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[personal profile] sink 2025-01-30 04:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Silco takes it, holds it in both hands and sips it. ]

It's worse than last time. My curiosity now duly punished.

[ Bitter, like he thinks that's what Stephen probably thinks. That he did this to himself. His stomach roils, and he pushes down the nausea, eyes falling closed, teeth gritted. Miserable. ]
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[personal profile] sink 2025-01-30 05:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Dully: ]

Yes.

[ Though to say he's not happy about it is an understatement.

The skin that makes up Silco's wound is complicated: an injury that would have simply healed to a scar over his brow and cheekbone if it hadn't been exposed to toxic run-off, chemical infection eating through his face. Singed had saved his sight with an early prototype of shimmer that had mutated his eye; the original injury had healed to deep fistulas of scarring. His regular dose of the purple-pink substance keeps his eye working, but in re-aging and worsening after ReSculpt the old scars have started to come open like a scurvy patient, letting infection slide her claws back in, and shimmer's magic has leapt upon this fresh tissue. All that to say: there's a lot going on in there, black goo and old scar tissue swollen up with fresh pus from his desperate immune system.

Silco sits still, breath quick and pupils dilated, as Stephen touches him. Lets him do whatever he needs to take the measure of it, flinching and sucking his teeth in turn, occasionally making an aborted gesture to grab or smack Stephen before he returns his fingers to twist against each other in his lap.
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[personal profile] sink 2025-02-02 11:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Stephen is all calm practicality against the fevered flush of him; Silco crumples back down into the bed in a confusing stew of feelings. He isn't used to being cared for, and his heart is beating high in his throat. Can't bring himself to say thank you, just huddles miserably back under the covers and enjoys the brief respite from being seen. At least until his stomach turns and he has to drag himself to the bathroom once more.

He does fall asleep again despite himself, and he's vulnerable with it when Stephen returns, sleepy-pliant and feverish, batting uselessly at his hands even as he drapes into his space. Drinks another glass of water hungrily, takes the sour pills he's given with deep mistrust. Getting easier as a patient the worse he feels, as his paranoid defensive instincts fall to the simple desire to have companionship in his final moments.

(Okay, he's not dying. But it feels like it.)
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